LinkWithin

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Guest Blogger: My Days With Isla Mae



Yep, we're in sunny California this week :)
Sorry, I don't mean to make all of you jealous! And I didn't foget about you, either!
I've left you some amazing posts from good friends to make it up to you!
Today's guest post is from a woman who I consider a friend. Our daughters were born just days apart, and we've built a relationship learning and laughing with each other. This is Barbara, and her lovely family, Alex and Isla (don't you just love that name?!).
This post was one that hit home with me when she wrote it, and I'm glad she chose to share it with all of us today! Enjoy, and go visit Barbara's blog here.


As women I think we're always searching for acceptance.

Thoughts that may run through a woman's head may be "Do I look pretty?" "Do I look fat?" "Do they like me?" Well who knows if these things go through others minds but they go through mine. I try my hardest to never have these thoughts. I have a daughter and I would hope that she would never have these thoughts.

I want her to look in the mirror everyday and know she is beautiful, smart, funny, and genuine.  I want her to be confident. I struggle with confidence. Some day's I look in the mirror and feel "cute" Some day's I look within and feel smart. Some day's I look in the mirror and feel *Blah* 
I strive to be a good mother and wife.....That's the most important thing in my life.
I think my struggles with confidence stem from my childhood. I struggled with weight even as a child because I saw my mom's daily struggles. I also dealt with a lot of loss......When you no longer have parents to accept you, encourage you and love you, you can feel lonely.
I want to feel pretty. I want to feel smart and I want to feel confident. I want to feel this way so that Isla can have a good role model.

If  you know me well enough you would know that some day's I could give a shit less what people think of me or the life that I live. Then there are some day's I am sensitive. Sensitive to what people think.
I want to feel accepted and loved. I KNOW Alex accepts me and loves me. I KNOW Isla accepts me and loves me and I KNOW that's all that matters.  I think if I didn't want to feel accepted then that would be abnormal, right?


Isla Mae,

Always know that you are beautiful. Always know that you are loved.....Your daddy and I would never leave you. Always know you can do anything you put your mind to. Always know you are smart, funny, sweet, playful and just AMAZING in every way. We will always accept you for who you are. We will always love you. I just know we will be best friends. I will always be there for you. I love you, we love you!

Love,
Mama

~Barbara
My Days With Isla Mae

246 comments:

1 – 200 of 246   Newer›   Newest»
Ashley said...

I sometimes feel the same way! I am working on my self esteem so that I can be a better example for my kids. I have a 6 yr old and I sometimes hear him say things about himself that he has overheard me say about myself. That breaks my heart!

You are right - who cares what other people think about you? As long as your family LOVES you, then nothing else matter! : )

Amy Nielson said...

beautiful message! my little one is just over a year & it breaks my heart to think about how some day he will have his heart broken, or will be made fun of or experience rejection! it's just not fair.

Baby shower favors said...

Beautiful experience shared in this blog i like your writing.

Anonymous said...

buy valium diazepam cheapest valium online uk - valium for postnatal depression

Anonymous said...

lorazepam without prescription uses of ativan - overdose ativan klonopin

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol buy tramadol egypt - tramadol drug

Anonymous said...

buy ativan online ativan 7 mg - ativan dosage and mri

Anonymous said...

tramadol no prescription buy tramadol online next day delivery - buy generic tramadol online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol hcl buy tramadol 180 - tramadol dosage to get high

Anonymous said...

tramadol no prescription tramadol hcl what is it for - tramadol online for cheap

Anonymous said...

clonazepam online what's the klonopin high like - will klonopin side effects go away

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol 100mg ultram online prescription - buy tramadol rx

Anonymous said...

buy ativan online ativan addiction anxiety - ativan dose get high

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol next day tramadol 50mg buzz - tramadol withdrawal during pregnancy

Anonymous said...

buy clonazepam online klonopin side effects night sweats - klonopin withdrawal onset

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol 100mg tramadol hcl snorting - buy tramadol online in uk

Anonymous said...

tramadol online tramadol addiction + 2011 - tramadol 50mg tablets cost

Anonymous said...

buy klonopin online klonopin generic brand - can take 2mg klonopin

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol mexico tramadol dosage severe pain dogs - order tramadol overnight

Anonymous said...

tramadol online do you withdrawal tramadol - order tramadol online no rx

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cheap online tramadol metabolism - how to purchase tramadol online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online what are tramadol 50mg used for - buy tramadol online missouri

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol hcl - buy tramadol 100mg

Anonymous said...

buy ativan online ativan side effects morphine - how to order ativan

Anonymous said...

ambien pharmacy ambien cr online no prescription - canadian online pharmacy ambien

Anonymous said...

buy ambien online ambien 10mg street value - ambien side effects vertigo

Anonymous said...

ambien cr ambien online illegal - ambien 10mg tablet

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online without a prescription tramadol 50mg and ibuprofen - tramadol hcl 200mg side effects

Anonymous said...

tramadol legit tramadol online - buy tramadol free shipping

Anonymous said...

buy ambien online ativan vs ambien sleep - ambien cr lunesta

Anonymous said...

soma online buy soma magazine - soma recreational

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cash on delivery order tramadol usa - tramadol withdrawal and sneezing

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online no prescription cod tramadol 50 mg online pharmacy - buy tramadol with cod delivery

Anonymous said...

buy ambien online ambien cr cost per pill - buy ambien forum

Anonymous said...

generic ambien ambien 10 mg safe - buy ambien online reviews

Anonymous said...

buy klonopin online klonopin for children with anxiety - klonopin withdrawal symptoms insomnia

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol 650 dosage - tramadol with valium high

Anonymous said...

carisoprodol no prescription purchase soma online legal - soma san diego chiodos

Anonymous said...

zolpidem no prescription ambien dosage rxlist - ambien 5 mg sleep

Anonymous said...

generic tramadol online tramadol overdose cats - tramadol high alcohol

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol without rx tramadol hcl what is it for - tramadol online for cheap

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online mastercard overnight tramadol online pharmacy no prescription - tramadol 911

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol with paypal cheap online tramadol cod - tramadol 150mg

Anonymous said...

klonopin without prescription klonopin dosage side effects - klonopin green pill

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol for dogs tramadol online american express ups - what dosage tramadol for dogs

Anonymous said...

soma pharmacy soma quill adapter - soma generic 2410

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol free shipping generic brand name tramadol - tramadol kidney failure

Anonymous said...

tramadol online buy ultram cheap - tramadol dosage oral

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cod tramadol hcl dosage - tramadol half life

Anonymous said...

cheap ambien cost for ambien cr - will ambien show up on drug test

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription generic viagra online express shipping - viagra discount

Anonymous said...

where to buy viagra online forum dosage of viagra for men - buy generic viagra online in u.s

Anonymous said...

buy klonopin online klonopin overdose many - klonopin vicodin side effects

Anonymous said...

ambien without prescriptions is ambien sleep good sleep - purchase ambien cr online

Anonymous said...

carisoprodol soma purchase somatropin online - buy soma online with paypal

Anonymous said...

ambien pill generic ambien cr good - zolpidem tartrate pill image

Anonymous said...

ambien sleep ambien cr 7 day trial - ambien side effects high blood pressure

Anonymous said...

order klonopin online klonopin and anxiety attacks - klonopin side effects fetus

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tablets can you buy tramadol - buy tramadol online by cod

Anonymous said...

buy cheap ambien ambien side effects 10mg - can ambien withdrawal cause fever

Anonymous said...

klonopin medication quitting klonopin cold turkey - max dose of klonopin for anxiety

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online without a prescription tramadol 50mg dogs side effects - tramadol youtube

Anonymous said...

klonopin online wellbutrin and klonopin for anxiety - klonopin for flight anxiety

Anonymous said...

buy viagra las vegas order viagra or cialis online - viagra for women libido

Anonymous said...

viagra no prescription buy viagra online with a mastercard - viagra meaning

Anonymous said...

generic viagra online cheapest generic viagra 100mg - best pharmacy buy viagra online

Anonymous said...

buy soma online cost of generic soma - soma drug fun

Anonymous said...

buy ambien online ambien dosage generic - best generic ambien cr

Anonymous said...

buy generic viagra online overnight does viagra work on a full stomach - buy viagra locally

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol medication tramadol qt prolongation - tramadol hcl 50mg tab

Anonymous said...

buy cialis 20mg canadian pharmacy cialis online - cialis free sample coupon

Anonymous said...

viagra sildenafil is it legal to buy generic viagra online - viagra online discover card

Anonymous said...

soma cost online soma - side effects of the drug soma

Anonymous said...

cheap viagra pills viagra free trial - generic viagra no prescription online

Anonymous said...

buy cialis viagra cialis to buy online - buy cialis for cheap from us pharmacy

Anonymous said...

buy soma soma shop online - buy soma online mastercard

Anonymous said...

purchase soma soma online mastercard - soma drug anxiety

Anonymous said...

buy viagra with paypal anyone ever buy viagra online - generic viagra really work

Anonymous said...

viagra online buy viagra on line - order viagra trial

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online without a prescription generic tramadol buy - online purchase of tramadol

Anonymous said...

order sildenafil buy viagra online japan - generic viagra paypal

Anonymous said...

buy cialis no prescription canada cialis online+toronto - cialis daily 2.5 mg cost

Anonymous said...

buy viagra cheap viagra kamagra - generic viagra wikipedia

Anonymous said...

cialis sale buy cialis without doctor prescription - cialis 20 mg coupon

Anonymous said...

tramadol 100 tramadol withdrawal treatment - tramadol overdose how many tramadol does it take

Anonymous said...

how to order viagra online safely where to buy viagra online - purchase brand viagra

Anonymous said...

sildenafil without prescription viagra online authentic - buy viagra uk fast delivery

Anonymous said...

viagra no prescription overnight delivery can you buy viagra under 18 - can buy viagra walgreens

Anonymous said...

cialis online buy cialis online usa - cialis coupon

Anonymous said...

propecia mg cheap propecia online uk - propecia mdl

Anonymous said...

how to order viagra online generic viagra efficacy - is the viagra you buy online real

Anonymous said...

purchase viagra can i buy viagra in japan - dangers cheap viagra

Anonymous said...

tramadol generic tramadol hcl nausea - tramadol hcl weight loss

Anonymous said...

cialis online cialis daily from canada - buy cialis online uk no prescription

Anonymous said...

viagra online viagra legislation - order viagra london

Anonymous said...

purchase propecia propecia mental side effects - propecia the crack ho dead

Anonymous said...

cheap generic propecia order propecia online cheap - propecia side effects when'

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cheap no prescription tramadol can get u high - tramadol hcl warnings

Anonymous said...

buy propecia propecia side effects cnn - order propecia online cheap

Anonymous said...

tramadol 100 mg buy tramadol hcl online - tramadol for dogs and humans the same

Anonymous said...

cialis buy online no prescription cialis price comparison us - cialis levitra reviews

Anonymous said...

order viagra online overnight order viagra overnight delivery - viagra and nitroglycerin

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol with mastercard tramadol hcl online pharmacy - tramadol dosage equivalent

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cheap generic brand for tramadol - get high tramadol 50mg

Anonymous said...

buy cheap propecia propecia side effects study - buy propecia no prescription

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tablets tramadol 50 mg online - why can you buy tramadol online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol with mastercard order tramadol cheap overnight - buy tramadol 200mg online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol high effects - tramadol hcl buzz

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol with mastercard tramadol hcl 50 mg tablet tev information - buy tramadol hong kong

Anonymous said...

finasteride mg is there generic propecia 1 mg - propecia good results

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol 100mg online where can i buy cheap tramadol - tramadol hcl drug classification

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol 100mg online tramadol no prescription fedex - tramadol hcl half life

Anonymous said...

tramadol online buy tramadol online from usa - tramadol addiction in gaza

Anonymous said...

buy propecia buying propecia online safe - propecia prostate cancer lawsuit

Anonymous said...

generic propecia online propecia ed - generic propecia from cipla

Anonymous said...

tramadol 100 tramadol 50 mg how often - tramadol hcl lexapro

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg tramadol 50 mg sleep - buy tramadol saturday delivery

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol 50 mg bivirkninger - tramadol er 100mg

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol 100mg online overnight - buy tramadol free shipping

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol 50 mg mfg zydus - tramadol hcl ingredients

Anonymous said...

buy cheap propecia propecia online with prescription - propecia generic in usa

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol hcl 50 mg canine - tramadol no prescription

Anonymous said...

tramadol online tramadol hcl indications - cheap tramadol online

Anonymous said...

propecia online propecia generic walmart - propecia half dose

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg tramadol withdrawal symptoms and duration - tramadol 50 mg with alcohol

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol hcl vs tramadol - tramadol 7.5

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol 50mg tablets controlled substance - tramadol 50mg tablets get high

Anonymous said...

order tramadol buy tramadol 24x7 - tramadol dosage 100 pound dog

Anonymous said...

generic viagra high quality generic viagra - does online generic viagra work

Anonymous said...

purchase propecia propecia and women - propecia side effects pregnancy

Anonymous said...

tramadol online generic tramadol 627 - tramadol ls 100 mg

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription buyviagraonline.au - cheap viagra bangkok

Anonymous said...

sildenafil citrate viagra buy online no prescription us - how to buy viagra us

Anonymous said...

buy sildenafil buy generic viagra online overnight - buy viagra mumbai

Anonymous said...

generic cialis cialis price in canada - buy generic cialis online review

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol order tramadol overnight - buy tramadol online australia

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription how to buy viagra online safely - viagra buy ireland

Anonymous said...

cialis online pharmacy cheap cialis china - cialis price us

Anonymous said...

cheap generic cialis cialis online rezeptfrei kaufen - buy cialis online uk no prescription

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol dosage depression - tramadol hcl online

Anonymous said...

buy sildenafil cheap viagra london - buy viagra malaysia online

Anonymous said...

order viagra buy viagra jet - does viagra for women really work

Anonymous said...

generic viagra online viagra kaufen - best place buy viagra online yahoo answers

Anonymous said...

cialis cost buy 36 hour cialis - cialis 20 mg tablets

Anonymous said...

viagra 50mg viagra joint pain - viagra dosage amounts

Anonymous said...

cheap viagra viagra online us - highest quality generic viagra

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription buy viagra without no prescription - buy viagra 25mg online

Anonymous said...

generic viagra generic viagra express shipping - generic viagra online australia

Anonymous said...

order cialis online no prescription buy cialis online overnight shipping - buy generic viagra cialis online

Anonymous said...

viagra price viagra dosage 150 mg - viagra online amazon

Anonymous said...

generic cialis cialis online in the usa - buy cialis online australia

Anonymous said...

generic viagra cheap viagra cialis - buy viagra professional online no prescription

Anonymous said...

generic cialis best price cialis - cheap genuine cialis

Anonymous said...

buy viagra online generic viagra online cheapest - buy viagra at walgreens

Anonymous said...

sildenafil citrate buy cheap viagra online australia - 40 viagra 99

Anonymous said...

order cialis online difference between cialis daily cialis - cialis lowest price

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cialis 2.5 online - cialis daily use insurance

Anonymous said...

generic cialis cheap cialis online canadian pharmacy - cialis 8cpr riv 20mg

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cialis+online drugstore - generic cialis india

Anonymous said...

generic cialis cheap cialis in usa - buy cheap cialis canada

Anonymous said...

cialis no prescription overnight buy cheapest cialis - buy cialis online australia

Anonymous said...

viagra online buy viagra fast delivery - buy viagra dapoxetine

Anonymous said...

cialis pharmacy cipla generic cialis reviews - generic cialis discount

Anonymous said...

buy cialis no prescription cialis online canada pharmacy - cialis with food

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online buy tramadol us pharmacy - buy generic tramadol no prescription

Anonymous said...

buy soma online buy soma in texas - soma buena vista

Anonymous said...

buy soma online generic somatropin buy - watch argento soma online free

Anonymous said...

viagra online viagra dosage 100mg - buy viagra online yahoo answers

Anonymous said...

cheap soma online soma san diego bar - soma muscle relaxer abuse

Anonymous said...

viagra without prescription viagra edema - where is the cheapest place to buy generic viagra

Anonymous said...

buy soma buy qualitest soma online - soma 250 drug interactions

Anonymous said...

buy soma online buy real soma online - soma high

Anonymous said...

soma medication soma medication coupons - online soma cheap

Anonymous said...

cheap soma watson brand soma online - generic soma wiki

Anonymous said...

buy soma online buy soma online cod fedex - order soma mastercard

Anonymous said...

generic soma soma usa online pharmacy - does medication soma look like

Anonymous said...

soma online generic name for soma - buy cheap generic soma

Anonymous said...

generic soma soma class of medication - generic soma capsules

Anonymous said...

soma online legal order soma online - soma san diego bar

Anonymous said...

buy generic soma buy soma online with no prescription - soma medication alcohol

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online retin a cream spots - retin a micro how to use

Anonymous said...

soma 350 mg soma medication classification - buy soma no prescription online

Anonymous said...

soma 350 mg many 350 mg soma can take - soma holdings

Anonymous said...

buy retin a retin-a exfoliant - buy retin a 0.1 no prescription

Anonymous said...

buy retin a cream retin a micro keloids - buy retin online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online cod tramadol hcl nih - tramadol hcl generic ultram

Anonymous said...

cheap retin-a retin a micro valeant - retin a micro gel generic

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online with mastercard tramadol dosage grasscity - tramadol dogs dosage dogs tramadol

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol order tramadol florida - can you buy tramadol online

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a without prescription retin a acne getting worse - retin-a micro for acne scars

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol no prescription overnight cheap tramadol cod - tramadol online apotheke

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online taking 4 50mg tramadol - medicamento tramadol 100mg

Anonymous said...

legal buy tramadol online order ultram online no prescription - buy ultram online without rx

Anonymous said...

buy cialis online buy cialis online yahoo - how to buy cialis online in australia

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 order tramadol online pharmacy - tramadol high 100mg

Anonymous said...

cheap tramadol no prescription tramadol 50mg or 100mg - tramadol 100mg flashback

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online does tramadol hcl 50 mg contain acetaminophen - tramadol expiration

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol 50 mg price street - tramadol package insert

Anonymous said...

buy retin a retin a cream ingredients - retin-a micro gel from usa

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol rx tramadol dosage renal failure - tramadol hcl and alcohol

«Oldest ‹Older   1 – 200 of 246   Newer› Newest»